I Got Married..

It's funny when you start creating something out of nothing it kinda takes over.   When my schedule starts to get a little nuts and my mind is distracted thats when a longing comes lurking at the door.  This vision is like a newborn puppy that likes to ankle bite.  It barks in the background for constant attention,  if I  go a day without it I become like an addict searching for it, wanting it more and more.  Its never enough.

So I created some vows for myself, it's appropriate to state them here since I got married to myself this year.

My vow to this vision is to be single for a year, no distractions.  This is a tough one but is the most important element to the success of this vision.  

I vow to always continue to study the blues.  Listen to them, breath them and become them.  I sit in my 1950's vintage dress in the living room with headphones sorting through all the music I have collected over the past 2 months.  This may look weird but it feels damn good.  Boom!

I vow to honor the ones that paved the way for most.  I am not stupid enough to think I will fully understand the blues but my vow is to learn it everyday.  Boom!

I will not settle for bucket 1 musicians (great lesson taught to me)  I don't have time, energy to waste.  I didn't work 2 months on something to give it away to people that don't know what they are doing.  Boom!

I vow to be straight forward, a leader, the visionary, the protector of this project. Boom!

I vow to not go days without it, my heart hurts when I do.  Boom!

I will tell everyone and their mother about what I'm looking for.   No fear of rejection, no doubt.  I won't take no for an answer.  BOOM!

I vow to bring this project to life. I promise to always be the first believer in it, I promise to never loss my faith in it.

Faith is taking the first step even when you don't see the whole staircase.

My vow is to myself first.  

I am happily married.   

BOOM!